---all saint---

-when my life is going well--i may forgot of my responsibilities of obeing the ONE who owns my life and bluring in deep hole of fatamorgana that came up after wot i've seen in this bias life...hang in here without trying hard and pray will be juz waste of time..
-but when all sorrows strike me out,,who else and where else i should run away and squeal on?? the ONE of Above is the one i go for...back to bow from kneeling and forehead touches and drawn in pray and hope for He will keep giving His grant from above to me unstopable..

if i'm outta my mind,,i feel mad and unhappy of all i got,,beyond my consideration...then i juz take ablution and seeing Him in my pray and feel really2 sorry for being mad...i dunno i'm a juz little creature-of fleash n blood i'm made,and sinful and contemptible n stigma---and sumtimes i cant handle my self, to some extend i might forgot my own obligation and drawning in worldly or glamorous life,,which i knew its juz temporarry times for me..while i should keep in mind that--

the eternity life that i will hav is e one after death

Dear Lord

dont let the Distant grow between me & You...

thank u for every beautiful days that i've got, the luckinez, the gifts, the colours in my life...

thank u for every obstacles i had--i knew that You juz perfecting me

I knew there's a blessing in every lesson...

thank u for Your Grant from Above..

When the sky is torn apart, so it was (like) a red rose, like ointment.
Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?
(ar-rahman:37-38)