LIVE the LIFE you LOVE and LOVE the LIFE you LIVE

My day is craaaazzzzyyyyy....

OMG.. If only my brain is core 2 duo... quatro core will be much helping,,,but,,, nevermind.. maybe I should upgrade my RAM to 4 GB instead of 1 or 2
Phheewww.... in your dream sarah, u havnt touch back to the future yet,
HOHOHOHO...
So...what should I do then, I am so borrreeeddddd...
my parents took of to Batam this Morning, I got to drop 'em early morning, duuuuddddeeeeee... and now am at the office keep yawning my self...
while am busy sending application and getting in touch with Rohde & Schwarz's people for the preparation of our next tenders and all.. yepp,, 'microwave radio link' u have any idea bt it?
I my self, though it was sum kind of a microwave with radio build-in, hihihihihi....

anyway,,
I passed by sum blogs of my pals and I saw sum photos of them that they took with LOMO Camera,,, dude!!! its so cool... 1st I was like, 'hmm...nice pics' but then i was like thinking my self as I saw the photo is like digital thingy, which I am not so into it, ever since I'd prefer the analog camera with old style way of processing, hihihhi...since I left off that 'Part' of my hobby, I've been waaaaaaaaayyyy left by the development of it,,,hihihihi (wotever..)
but then I saw that cute Lomo Camera,and its using negative films for photos, I just go like,,,woooottttt??? DUDE!!! am gonna grab any of those soon!! hihihihi...(once I get paid, of course,,hihihihi) so, soon, which means, next month..hohohoho...
I dunno I am all the sudden get flicked by photography mood again, I cant believe I threw my talent away(WOOOTTT!!!!) but seriously, I got my level3 for that but whyyyyyyyyyyyyy???? why I just cant believe my self I left it off... well,, this is wot my Mom's want, so, I gotta do it with gleefully (*wink)

anyway man,, gotta get back to work,,,its crazy... 3 hours left,, YAAYYY!!!! so I can go home and sleep, even the air-con in my room is not working because there's sumkind of stupid electricity problem (only upstairs,,hihihi,,,wierd rite!?) I DONT CARE... I NEED MY SLEEP!!!
Oh ya,, I can sleep in my mom's room,,since they're not around,,,hehehehe...

anyway..
HAVE A NICE TUESDAY EVERYONE..

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Everything you taught me and everything you showed me
It never seemed that I would listen to anything
But you’ve got my attention more than you know
I take it in, I dealt with it,

but I waited too late to use it...

I know I did it
Maybe I went overboard to prove a point
But sometimes my pride gets in the way
Maybe I need some time away to get my head together..

I know this was my last chance... I know it supposed to be no ''LAST ONE'' - "happened"
I may never get to hold your hands again
I can't say that I’m a better woman
I’m sorry...

I’m so sorry that I tore your heart apart last night
And I’m sorry if I scarred you again today
I didn’t mean to take your dreams and make them
seem so TRITE

I sincerely...
Completely...
Apologize for doin’ wot I did

my diamond in the sands

LOVE is not only a word...even a word does have a meaning different people,,different articulation LOVE is not a thing...u cant see it,,u cant touch it but it does exist!!! LOVE is a feeling,, u can see it with the eyes of your heart u can grab it with the arms of your heart u do FEEL it!! it grows... I juz wonder how and why love could be vanished (as wot sum ppl said so)

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the compilation of 2 different person under one roof of love as we called 'Relationship'
IS NOT EASY...
we do need mutual understanding,, it is a two way street,, it is a bout take and give,, it is about fidelity,, and TRUST,, all together under one umbrella...
it is a package,,one single part missing--then...I'm sorry to say... It wont works

you can say its a team-work,, the couple need to fight for each other,, to corporate and give their attention and dont forget Maintenance... once it works u dont want it to end that fast do u?

doesnt matter abt diffences, different mind sets or even backgrounds and habits and behavior...
there's a beauty in a differences,, sumtimes people couldnt see that..
wot do think that there are (+) and (-) for batteries and magnets, why there are AC--DC for electric stuff,, and u see there's north and south which is the opposite way but they both still called the same as "POLE".. and you should see this,,,

(image taken without permission,,hehe)

well,, this is exactly how I depict or picturing the machine of a couple..hihihihi
the generator that keeps it working and moving as well as its supposed to be functioned.
it should be fits to each other,, otherwise it wont moving,, it wont works...

exactly like wot I've been encountered my self

You know my sun won’t shine if You stop loving me…

This is Miracle!!!

I don’t believe my self could fell in love this much…

And YOU are here,,with me…

Yes,, I fall in LOVE with you as much as I want the sun to kept shinning thru my days…

I know I won’t regret my love to you… I won’t regret I’ve had one Lifetime on this earth,, I’d thankful for the LOVE that I have,, because right before I exhale my last breathe, I found the most amazing endowment that God has been blessed me with – it is YOU…

People said “distance could kill the love that u have” – by not seeing each other every single minutes and not being able to touch and adore each presence…

It is not valid for me,,

I was afraid of facing the hundred miles gap in between our love…

Thought I was a coward, but you’re my strength to stand up and hold on tight to what I have… like what you’ve ever said to me ‘if this would make you mine…’

I am not a warrior, I don’t do fight… But I swear on my own life, you are way so incredible for me, thus you are far away, all I wanna do is to LOVE you…

This is to show you how much I do love you. Nothing ever made my LOVE stop!!! As long as my heart still beating and time is still ticking – my LOVE to you will get stronger and deeper…

Its not normal if it’s too much argument or fight in a relationship,, but it’s not normal as well if we don’t have any… there are two different person compiled in one, so there must be some clashes happened.

And after all those roller coaster-riding period,, It didn’t change any single thing of my heart and mind – I am still Loving you even more, I am still holding you right in my heart just like how I used to.

"No, I'm no easy Angel.. I am moody like the wind..
I am impatient, complicated.. I am FRAGILE deep within...
but You'Re NO FOOL,,, and I'm NO LITTLE GIRL---
Have we not found,, there is LOVE in the WORLD _ THIS IS LOVE" - K. Rowland

God, I got amazed of my self, seeing how grown up I became right now. It has been 14 months we are together, and I noticed the huge change on my life, on my self, and how my world is so wonderful and I believed it will stop spinning around if I don’t have YOU… thanks for letting me blow to grow…

It s funny how we could gather our imaginations and wishes upon our dreams, then I realized,, ever since I’m with you – “Everyday is a Lucky day”

This is about differences,, this is about working things up TOGETHER

This is LOVE that I'm talking about...

FULL STOP!!!