I am kneeling and put my forehead down... and say my wishes...

I never dream on this would be happen...
I never expect - no one will
all I'm hoping for our eyes and hearts would be opened wide...
we would realize what to do
we would wake up and understand how to be fair
we would get up and cure the broken heart
we would maintain the love
we would fill up the weakness and expose the strength

can we just deal with the current situation not the past?
if that's the rule I also have plenty to be vomited

there's a smoke - there's a fire

I only hope we would be able to deal with it...
and find the way out
and not to waste wot we had been through

Dear God,
please let me grow...
please give me strength to hold on the faith,, to get up and go,,
and never come back this way again...
Please guide us to find the way out...
Please..Please..Please...
help us to find the answer.....


now I only have to rewind everything and and fix up the mistakes...
thus, I have to prepare my self to be ready for the worst...

sometimes, if u have to lost something you've got to let it go...
but if it comes back then it means so much more

until this very moment,,,
I still believe we will get through this :))

..now..

by now,, I'm a like

To get up and go
To catch the last train
To get in some car and drive out again
To learn how to breath
To never come back this way...

my heart is singing this song at the very moment

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I'm lost without a call
After giving it my all

Winter storms has come
And darken my sun
After all
That we've been through
Who on Earth
Can I turn to

I look to you

After all
My strength is gone
In you I can move on

I look to you

And when melodies
Are gone
In you
I hear a song

I LOOK TO YOU


-R.Kelly-