""Reset Button""

since ages i feel like press the reset button and redraw my life again...
sumtimes i feel 20 years of living in this ANXIETY is such a waste...
but wot can i do...i had no one to depend on,,i depend on MYSELF,,could b am a dependant of sum...

dat made me knitin all my step and puzzled up my dreams for 'em...
here i carried all burdens from anywho....

obstacles came one after another...if breathing is not naturally in automatical mode,,i might forgot to do it probably (T_T)
sumtimes am being so naive..smiling while i dont feel like to,,even not being myself in certain ways...

henceforth..
its time for me to press the 'RESET BUTTON'
and start a new beginning of way of life..
it might seems a bit late,,but at least i'd try to do it FOR ME!!!
and i have my own SPIRIT...
and i know spirit GUIDES ME and awaken my sleeping soul that has sheltered 'SARAH' for ages

i'm no longer taking LIFE as it COMES

...los perseguidores...

I'm goin HIGHer...closer 2 my DREAMS
I could feel it in my sleep...

I’m moving upward and onward and BEYOND all I can see...

sometimes i feel stuck in it,,n never go pass again...
but i LUV it!!! dreamin is beautiful...juz stay there n sit tight
coz i dunno whether it will comes true or goin down e drain -

when the life is WOE and hope is DUMB
the world says GO n the grave says COME...
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am leavin singapore 2mrw nite...i cant believe i hav 2 leave...
its been 1,5 years here but it seems like 've juz been here a week ago...
dun wanna leave dis place actually,,but i hav to..

aniway,,eventho' am not really into dis place,,i had fun here,,
e fellows,e times we spent 2gether,e jokes-laughs-tears-boredoms
experiences as in; real-life,,high-life,,dream-life,,virtual-life(lol),,n few on e different kind of dimensions ;p

i never thought dat i would feel dis way...
i'll b missin u guys up here...

n a 'Big Guy' who is da' greatest extremely super-duper ultra gigahertz CUTE n SWEET..
i dunno how dis feelin comes..but i can feel it...
sumthin beautiful,,fallin down liq a waterfall...
i HEART him...

bye guys..wish me luck,,n hope we could c each other again somehow...
sooner or later...
thank u so much
LOVE y'all...

-saRah-

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juz sum ordinary fun-nites!!gonna mizz diz times sooooo mUch!!!

tRippiN'

do i have to standing still whereas no one could stand still beside me?

how can i be if evrythin juz pullin me over?

am indeed strengthen up my own soul and all that,,but,, wot 4?

i was flung over nowhere,,plainly,,

and baq 2 reality

all juz SuckS..

iz there anywhere i could step baq and lay off?

am tired...for sure...

20 years live in the source of "runnin away"...