I am kneeling and put my forehead down... and say my wishes...

I never dream on this would be happen...
I never expect - no one will
all I'm hoping for our eyes and hearts would be opened wide...
we would realize what to do
we would wake up and understand how to be fair
we would get up and cure the broken heart
we would maintain the love
we would fill up the weakness and expose the strength

can we just deal with the current situation not the past?
if that's the rule I also have plenty to be vomited

there's a smoke - there's a fire

I only hope we would be able to deal with it...
and find the way out
and not to waste wot we had been through

Dear God,
please let me grow...
please give me strength to hold on the faith,, to get up and go,,
and never come back this way again...
Please guide us to find the way out...
Please..Please..Please...
help us to find the answer.....


now I only have to rewind everything and and fix up the mistakes...
thus, I have to prepare my self to be ready for the worst...

sometimes, if u have to lost something you've got to let it go...
but if it comes back then it means so much more

until this very moment,,,
I still believe we will get through this :))