daily wear....essential wear.....

well,,am here,,baq hum,,and many things made me felt so happy lately,,,I met my Dad(I even wit him by now in Starbucks coffee,,browsing internet,,they got e best one rite here,)---and I apologize I dont blogging this time around coz e internet connection at my place is kind of fucked up anyway...) and then back to the "home" story----I can see my brother everyday-seeing him with thousands of funny act he has,hahaha...and I finally can stand up rite here without the burdens I used to carry...I can breathe easily,,I can think clearly,,I can laugh as much as I wanted to...e hardest part is juz,,I am missing my Bamy a lot...be patient Sarah!!!u'll be with him again sooner or later,,,laff u Big Guy....

F.Y.I - I finally got guts to cut my hair,,its quite short for me-well,,compared to e length of my hair was...but I love it,,,it looks cool....sum says I look older (or mature-if u wanna say that) and sum other say I look younger and fresh...hahahaha...anyway I juz luv it...here I posted a pic of me..wot do y'all think??hmmmm.....hahahahahahha

My brother without I realize he grew up so fast,,,he's a cute lil dude,,he's smart and talk like an adult sumtimes,,hahaha.....he's e one I've been missing the most back then when I wasnt around...look at him,,he's cute ait? and he loves my new hairdo too,,hahaha...

Oh ya,,,there's another interesting thing,,MY CAT IS PREGNANT,,,she will delivers e babies next month maybe,,,she is so cuddly and fat by now,,,but she is still beautiful tho'....I juz took her to e Pet's saloon,,because she got so many hairloss..its normal as wot they said-during e pregnancy,,,e thing is I dont kno wot am I gonna do when e kitties born,,5 of 'em,,pprffffff....hopefully my parents allow me to keep at least 2 or 3 of 'em,,,e rest??????ANY OF U WANT A KITTY?????????hahaha

"hellooowww,,,my name is Clara,,am 8 months old,,,and I'm pregnant.."hahahaha......

here is me and my luvly Clara,,haha.....and this was e last pic of me with my long hair,,, (T_T')
she loves me and I love her too...hahahaha

--->>>well,,dats all for now I guess,,,since my voucher is goin to be finish,,haha...am off to go....
laff y'all.............

HOME AGAIN

it feels good,,
it feels strange,,
it feels happy,,
it feels sad,,
it feels great,,
it feels terrible,,
its a sense of longing aint no belonging..
things changed aint no chance..
love is all around but aint no comfortness..
I DONT KNOW!!!

SAD 2 LEAVE - HAPPY 2 GO

pfffff.....juz arrive in Singapore...AGAIN....this place,,,hahahaha
am so sad when I got to leave MaryBone...seeing my room so dull and my cupboard all empty...
am happy indeed-I can see my Baby AGAIN!!! I mizz him damn much (am in his room right now by the way...)
am so sad the Lala-Landers has to be splited up...
no more spending time all through the midnight together in the kitchen-enjoying foods-not really proper,but we still love it,,no more gossiping,,no more foolin around,,no more "smoky" kitchen,,no more "drunken" day(eventho' e last time was a very long nite ago-even b4 we left),,,no more kinky games,,no more ignore each other,,no more hurry and in a rush going to school or HAND IN ASSIGNMENT,,to be very honest---I DO LOVE students' live,,I juz regret it...but we all through everything by NOW...am so sad my friend.....

believe me,,am gonna miss y'all...
am happy dat we all through...
I miss y'all Already...
(pictures will be added SOON!)

love y'all...
mmmmuuuaaaccckkkk!!!

a lil break of moi by watchin this kid-Jordy Lemoine

believe me,,this baby is super-duper CUTE...hahaha

this is my CONFESSION

The contextual of myself to be more concern on the confession of the confusion under certain conceptional concession towards the contradiction of the condemn condition…

hahahahaha… are you confused? I am confused…to mush reading stuffs,,starring at lappy’s screen and tried to came up with word by word for the essay made my brain embargoed to came up wit correct sentences because have been bullied by vocabularies for these several past days…hahaha =D

well,,gladly I almost through with my school,,there's slight sadness feeling and loads of happiness indeed... the thing is,,,dun wanna say good bye to e place that I actually started get used to,,and say bye2 to all my fellows,,hikshiks...am juz a typical 'human being' - Never Get Enuff of everything that I have achieve...well,,I have to learn to be grateful on every single thing on my hands...

"Because life only gives itself to the one who gives himself. To the one who loved, to the
one who cried, to the one who suffered." Vinícius de Moraes

but off u know,,,there is no such easiness when it comes to heart to deal with... am I right???

I juz carry TONS of questions even my self barely control 'em..followed by plenty worries and fears and confusion...like in 'starlight' by MUSE

Far away,,,
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

stop talking about life,,
Lets talk about wot is happening these times around

hmmm..lets desiphering on sumthin else...

do u think it as-such-as ethical issue??!

me: I dont think so,,first FOR REAL...its all in your mind rite? if u dont think its a taboo thing,,the it wont be the one..its all in ur MIND,,haahhahaha..2ndLy, her face doesnt shown up and and e nipples are censored and she's still wearing panty,,so its save for kids to see,,and no particular harm dat may affected kids social behaviour,,hahahaha,,no such watershed needed...Ofcom already made a move about it....3rdLy,,,even tho' she's naked,,,IT DOESNT MATTER (Nora, 2007) because its MY BLOG,,its my private space,,
but I know since the development of technology has been amazing til then everybody could sat their ass in front of computer and browse on internet - as Jürgen Habermas says; then this is no longer a private sphere, but, PUBLIC SPHERE---then this is BE IT...
well,,no such thing as PRAGMATISM,,am not too philosophical like Mr. Andre Imada a.k.a Andrea a.k.a Morillo (hahahahaha) who wants to get in to Frankfurt school (sorry bro,,it is juz not my stuff)---am not a thinker who describes myself as pragmatist consider practical consequences or real effects to be vital components of both meaning and truth. (hahahaha...f**k it!!)---where were we??? oh ya,,,ethical issues (dont bother,,this is my space,,am not doin it under any institution nor meant to globalize my self or making money or commercialize or even to be capitalist nor communist (who da hell in da world who doesnt wanna makes money anyway!!!)theres no way I could get closer to R.Murdoch wannabe anyway---hahahahhihihihihihihhihehehehehehohohohohohoo) well,,could be counted globalize if my fren lets say,,,in Nairobi or Indonesia or Ecuador or sumwhere in Mexico or elsewhere (u named it) might read my blog and see what is happenin with me lately by reading sum nonsensical stuffs that I wrote rite here...hahaha

I think I get out of the Line by now,,hehehe (Nvr Mind!!!)

well,, anyway women's body made of ART,,,so there's nothin wrong to show e beauty of it (hehehe,,,yeah rite!!! my body is not accepted tho' hehehe) but if u have nice cut back and nice-shaped one,,,why not? hehehe....I know am not a feminist---I am more into pseudofeminism I think,,,hehe.....not because of th e male gaze that I've had in mind tho (dun care...I got my Bamy who cherish my belly tho' hehehe) its more into healthiness and self-confident....so, better dont judge any too thin or too fat people,,,as they are 'this' and they are 'that'...as long as they are confident and "be your self"---they are PHAT enuff tho'..hehehe.....but who doesnt wants a beautiful long legs that could fit in SKINNY JEANS nicely and suit to stucked up any lovely PRADA Boots,,,hahahaha.......Bollocks!!
well,,well,,well.........

am tired,,,and cant think of anything else.....
lemme hibernate ma self people...
adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!