well,,i can tell am fallin for this guy...
since the first time we met...didnt get to know him any further but sumtimes he came accross my mind,,beyond consideration...
well,,had chance to see him again after around 4 months we were not in touch,,and got a chance to chill out with him sumwhere in Singapore...
Oh my God,,we barely know each other but everything just *clicking* of me and him...unbelievable...i can feel sumthing amazing about this guy,,and after that nite,,when we met again,,and again,,and again..
got time to went home b4 i leave singapore,,and so i left,,for a week..believe me,,that was the longest week in my entire life..full with anxiety to be end,,so that i can juz go back 2 singapore and see him again...at that point of time,,i didnt know that it will be that hard,,i cant sleep,i cant think of sumthin else,,my heart beat fast everytime i've been thinking of him...rite there,,exactly on that time,,i knew that I'm in LOVE......i am so grateful that i had that time,,a week to consider and think deeper on how i feel,,and ensure my self am on e rite time finding my Mr.Right...
and I knew its WORTH for me to WIN his heart
I do adore the comfortness he made if we'r 2gether,,,
I love the way he Listens to every single thing i.am saying,,and love the way he let me know if i'm doing sumthing wrong,,,
I love the way he Kisses me,,the way he hugs me,,and the way he Looks deep into my eyes with his deadly eyesight,,,
love the way he speaks, or telling me jokes (eventho' i couldnt get e meaning of it sumtimes ;p), love the way he stares at things, love the way he snores and really appreciate if he gives me much more space on e bed,,even he almost fell down (hahahha...so sorry my dear)
he trully is the sweetest gift for me,,,well, i'm already super-glued to him tho'...
he's super cute,,he's mature and thats wot i really need,,hence humorous,,he's quite a chatter-box actually (sorry dear,,but everybody Luvs it),,he is able to understand me inside out,,well could be meaning "inside" too,,wotever u interpret e hints i gave,,but hell yeah!! this guy knows how to treat a girl...luvly and gentle...he made me feel like a 'principessa' in his castle of Love....wohohohohoho....well i juz been tackled by him and fell into his strong arms and dont wanna let go...
I juz love the way he is...and I wont try to be a sequin covered swan in front of him,,so that i would know whether he luv me juz e way i am or nah.....I open up my mask which is e most thing i scared of,,but hey!
am pretty sure he Loves me,,i can feel it,,,he told me so,,,and achieving his treatments and seeing him 'doing' me,, i can feel his love,,no matter how,,i juz LOVE this guy,,,and it goes deeper and deeper...
well,,sumtimes i cant believe my self that i hooked up with him tho' its juz so amazingly feels like living in a dream....
but sincerely..i had no doubt since the first time i stepped in 'here' with him..i juz hav my faith when i decided to say 'I LOVE YOU TOO'...
well,,wot I have now is juz unbelievably wonderful and undescribeable and dont even hav a tiny lil thought to put him away from me or put him out outside my storyline,,i want him to be a part of it,,and wishing i wont be relinquished by him---as he's the only one i trully desire...
"the GREATEST LOVES are those that have OVERCOME OBSTACLES because they have WITHSTOOD those things that life can thrown at them..."
well despite the fact that we hav faced rite now,,,i can make sure i can pass it,,,i am trying with all my best and dont mind sacrificing with everything i hav if i hav 2...fuck e distance,,sumtimes i had fear of losing him,,but i still hav faith,,rite here inside my heart,,coz the love that i give 2 him is not a bullshit...i'll hold on tight and wont let him go...all mine he has to be!
this is not a puppy love,,this is not a high school love like wot i had years back...this is the Love in a truth-condition which i can ensure that am not PLAYING AROUND,,its no longer a playground for me,,this is not a game i used to play...its a part of maturity that i hav to achieve whether i like it or not...if i fail with this,,i cant named my self as a 'Lady',,,
anyway,,everything i need-i've found in him,,then why should I try or even think of finding or seeking sumthin else which even impossible to find any better than him... he is juz one in a million,,the greatest of the bestiests that i've been encounter...
well,,i juz wish he would know that i LOVE him more than much,,NONE OTHER GIRL will LOVES him as much AS I DO,,
and i hope he feels the same way too....
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