I'm not ready facing reality,,
I'm a Robot in certain ways,,am not quite happy bout wot i'm doin...
So many times I have parted in silence without uttering a single word.
The aftermath is consequently awful. I left behind questioning the dreadful;
"Why didn't I say this, why didn't I say that?"--crap!!!
I'm stuttered..
nobody knows me but AT ALL...gimme a break!!!
gimme time to be more concern of myself...
The more I dwell upon this,
the more I'm convinced that limiting myself carry
no glory nor a point in itself.---shcizophrenia
BOLLOCKS!!!
lemme out from this fearness..fearness of facing the fear that's already 'on hand'...
no HOPES nor EXPECTATION...tired of disappointment!!!
lemme keep expecting the unexpected,,gimme MORE SURPRISE!!!!
am not happy---no bluffs
the destination all covered with mystery...
am all mezmerized by dream which such a fascinate power to putting me more in anxiety and spirit depleted---thats how it goes...
am sick of it!!!
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